4th of July weekend

James doesn't know that I'm posting this but I just needed to share this experience.
At the moment we are spending the 4th of July weekend in Oregon with my family. Last night we watch about three movies because its one of our favorite things to do, and that's when the moment happened. See, everything with him and I since we decided to get married has just flown by. We've gotten the apartment, furniture, pictures, but there still is a lot to be done. In a way, being engaged to be married for time and all eternity hasn't hit me. Last night, after the last movie we watched, it finally hit me. I broke down in tears. I mean my cheeks were hurting from the confusion of whether I should smile or frown. I had tears of joy, I was full of the spirit. I truly had the spiritual confirmation that he is the man I am meant to spend eternity with. Let me tell you, I cannot wait. :) I love him with all my heart, and even though we went through a lot of trials in this last 14 month period, it was all worth it. He is my best friend, my future spouse, my everything.